I'm well aware of being disinterested in chance. I have left things to chance for month, and what should've "worked out just fine" is getting worse. I am tired of playing games and waiting for the right cards to turn up. I do not care if I have to burn through enough money to buy an island to see this affair taken care of. It could all burn if it meant Sampo was fine.
[ he thinks that's a nerve with a needle speared directly into it, frazzled and raw and making him want to snap more than he ever would when he's pretending to be wholly professional. he's been trying to be patient; Sampo had been laughing it off this whole time, trying to cajole him and he's already several months in of 'being patient'. there's no more patient in the pot. ]
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I'm well aware of being disinterested in chance. I have left things to chance for month, and what should've "worked out just fine" is getting worse. I am tired of playing games and waiting for the right cards to turn up. I do not care if I have to burn through enough money to buy an island to see this affair taken care of. It could all burn if it meant Sampo was fine.
[ he thinks that's a nerve with a needle speared directly into it, frazzled and raw and making him want to snap more than he ever would when he's pretending to be wholly professional. he's been trying to be patient; Sampo had been laughing it off this whole time, trying to cajole him and he's already several months in of 'being patient'. there's no more patient in the pot. ]