Sometimes I think it must be so much easier to accept the kind of world we live in and go through life an amoral jackass. And I hate that stupid kid who ever thought it would be easy to change a world like that. But given the chance, I'd do every stupid mistake and idiot decision over again as well.

[He shook his head, laughing bitterly.]

Nobody can save the world. All anyone can ever do is...try to make it a little better. If doing that much costs me my life, then I can't say I mind that. Thirty's already a good couple years longer than I expected to live anyway.

...Don't tell anybody I said that, and you've got a deal.